You ever did something you knew you would wake up in the morning and regret, but you did it anyway? Not sure if it's rebellion, frustration or you just saying the hell with it....I'm just doing it because it feels good at the moment.  Have you been there?

Hell...I've been there so many times lately that I can't count. 

I've got this attitude now that I think says simply "I'm tired, I'm simply tired of being used or mistreated and life is just to damn short".  I think some people take my kindness for weakness and I'm simply not going to take it anymore.

I tell myself in a stern voice (lol) am I supposed to wait for folks to realize that I am not going to be around forever for them to just handle any kind of way?  Granted, I don't let a lot of people do me this way, but some people I let get away with shyt, some even murder because I care to much about them.  Others I let them get away with nothing.  Why is that?  Because I have a soft spot for these folks, well it's time to get rough and tough, minus the afro puffs of course.

Well that's enough for now....off to the cheerleading banquets....The end of my stint with them...no more cheer, 2005 was the last year.....I'm giving my energy to other causes that appreciate it more and I won't get sucked dry to the bone.